Well for the last few months my computer has been very touchy about what i do with it ,and i've finally re-vamped it and it will acutally work now! i've got atleast 60 new photo's to put up, a new photo shop program to play around with, and a beautiful summer ahead of me to make some amazing art
Hope you will all enjoy everything! <3

so today i've had an obsession with the new song by The All American Rejects. which is called Gives you hell. atfirst it made me think of someone, and how the words were really true about this. but the more i thought about it and the person i realized i really really really did miss them... it's not like i can talk to thme again. it's not like ill have that 3rd chance too. but i miss them. the conversations, the random topics. everything i miss. but now everything is different, everything is changed and now i'll have to deal with that. i just hope the person out there who i'm missing misses me

So this past weekend was shit. very much shit. first of all i had to deal with a very self centered person who can't just getover shit and realize some things. i have a feeling that alot of my friends are going to be forced to pick between me and someone else. and then last night, fuck... lol i don't know where to start at all! it was just horrible. and then today, stupid fucking people. god. people are sooo stupid sometimes. ok, not sometimes. all the freakin time. i'm hoping that this weekend coming up wont be that bad... got a big movie night planned with friends

ashleighness: the near insane actions of one ashleigh mcdonald, consisting of overexaggerated actions and attempts to drive other mad.make them die from laughing. common actions involve overt sexuality and borderline stripper tendencies


that's what my friends think of me... if you have anything to add tell moi!

well on tuesday i went to warped tour with my boyfriend ( Jon) and two of my really close friends (Dale and Larry) . it was awesome. it wasn't like killer heat -but whatever like you people care abut that. i did bring my camera , and i took loads of pictures! ok well lets see , some of the bands i watched that day... AFI ( will speak more of them later) , Protest the Hero , Senses Fail , Rise Against , Silverstein , The Causalties , Every Time I Die , Alexisonfire , Helmet , The Blackhearts, and that's all i can remember right now. well AFI was amazing!!! they are probably one of the best bands i've ever seen live , they were soo great. they did play a really short set tho , but i didn't care - cause it is AFI. i took loads of pictures when they were performing , and my boyfriend crowdsurfed until he was about 5 feet away from Davey! i couldn't believe that he got that close!!! anyways , lol Protest the Hero , it was my second time seeing them ,and they were awesome like the frist time. This time they were a little more crazy tho , lol maybe because they were on warped and i saw them with My Chemical Romance last time. but they were great. And when they had their signing , i met them all. got autographs from 3 of them ,and a photo with the lead singer!! he was really really nice- oh did i mention pretty!!! i also saw Every Time I Die, they have to be one of my fave bands and it's awesome that not alot of people know about them- but i did sorta have some slow expectaion for their show , because they do scream alot during their music and i've seen it done really badly and great too. But i was soo happy that they were amazing!! there was this big mosh pit and someone like ran/pushed past me and i was a little annoyed then i looked at him and it was the guitarist of Every Time I Die running with his guitar into the mosh pit to play! it was awesome ,and then he ran back past me, it was amazing. It was my first time seeing The Causalities and they were really great , lol i got lots of pictures of them. well this years warped tour was a sucsess... oh but on the way home , my car died on an over pass.... yah , hillarious. so my boyfriend and friend had to push the car over the over pass and about a block , then i got out of the car with my friend and pushed the car another 2 blocks. and we were still about a 5 minute drive from home ,but a 40 minute walk , oh and it's 10:30 at night too... yah so great. lol . it was so much fun tho.!!!!